Nothing differet

 Very ordinary visit today.   I sat with her a few minutes while she finished drinking her breakfast drink.  I took her outside for a few minutes but it was so hot we stayed only 15 minutes of so. Then back to her room and I was happy to stay there as she seemed somewhat sleepy.   I am tired from lack of sleep.  I have been waking up about 2 for a couple hours. I doesn't get any easier to leave her there. especially in the evening before bed.