The Senior Observer

 My stomach is in knots.  The day is approaching when I have to be parted from my wife of 72 years.  Her condition requires that she be taken care of in a rest home.  When she cries for help and I can do nothing I cant stand it. I just fall apart.  So we are making arrangements for her to be in a rest home.  However since she has been taking an anti-depressants she has not had a migrain headache.  .  I hope this keeps on going.  Besides all this my eyes are going fast and I don't know how long I can keep independent.  We are working to get me somewhere too.  Hoowee.  there should be a law you don't live over 80.  Over 90 is too long.  But there are few circumstances that are worse than losing your mind like Kay is doing. But as the day approaches I wonder how I will handle it. I am going to document this.