Kay admitted to a rest home

 We, Tom and I, took Kay to the rest home in Tacoma yesterday and introduced her to the people there and made arrangements for her to be admitted next Thursday.  My main worry has been how she will react when we take her and leave her for the last time. After yesterday I am a little relieved that it might not be too hard on her.  Of course what it is all about is how I will react.  If she was more observant and knew what was going on she would no doubt react differently than if we leave and she doesn't know.  It will probably dawn on her that I am not there and she will then have some kind of a response.   I will come home alone.  Thinking of her.  How that will react on me is a question I  cant answer right now.  This is a major step.  I have photographed every stage of our life and I think I would regret not photographing this one.  Even if I have to bring my  own camera and do it.  I wish someone else would do it but I will if I have to.