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Wednesday, June 4, 2014

The next to last stop

 The shuttle worked pretty good today.  Both ways.   I found Kay already  in our favorite spot and I gave her a truffle.   I got there at 1 35 so she had just finished eating by the time I got there.  Except for the truffle I didn't offer her anything else to eat.  I expected to give her another truffle when I left but as things turned out that didn't happen. 

I intend to do a story on the different floors at this place.  But I need more time to acquire more information.  One of the women in the two rooms where Kay is housed is being moved to floor #1.  More on that when I get the info I am looking for.  I hope it is not the little old lady with the long white hair. She seems so lost and forlorn wandering the halls.  When I speak to her she just brightens up and has such a great smile of appreciation that someone pays attention to her. She doesn't seem too far gone. It so  heartbreaking that they are moving her down to the first floor.  That is the last stop before the final exit. The reason I believe it is she because I think that is her bed they were moving. There  are only two beds there but I never actually went in to look closely to see if she was in it. My eyes are too bad to see from the dorway.  Tomorrow I will know for sure.  The reason I am so sad about this is that she all she needed to get great pleasure was for someone to just pay a little attention to her. I don't know if she has any visitors.  She will have me for a minute or two each day from now on if she if getting moved down to the first floor. I will stop in on my way to see Kay.  I am really affected by this because she is being sent to the place they send those who are in their last stages of dementia. Whether she has visitors I don't know. Wouldn't   that be horrible?  To die alone?  The impact will be considerable on me even if it is not she they are moving. Less so because I do not know that person as well.  I know I have seen the person being moved because I have seen them all on this floor.  Is this what is going to happen to Kay if I die before she does?  I don't feel like writing any more so I will just post a picture of us today.  
No need for conversation
I have to learn to shut my mouth. 

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